sometimes life doesn’t give you what you want but gives you something that’s a challenge for you. it gives you distractions, temptations, and just basically challenges. it’s not necessarily a bad thing, it’ll make you stronger each time you receive one. the stronger you get, not only physically but also emotionally, the more wise and mature you get from them. sometimes you’d have to fail some of the obstacles to realize the big picture of things. it’s all in the process of growing up and growing mature in whatever life will give you. life isn’t always fair

sometimes whenever we think of a person, we think of all the positive affects they left upon you. then soon after that, you wonder how they’re doing. after that, you start to get more and more curious which leads to assumptions which leads to being worried. the power of one thought can affect you in many ways.

look, im sorry i worry too much, im sorry i care, im sorry i want you all to myself. i cant stop what i feel. i really love you and i like you a lot. i know our communication isnt that great but im trying so hard to tell you how i feel and to listen to how you respond to my feelings. im going to fix up myself before anything else happens. i need to stop being so paranoid about you. you worry me, im afraid of losing you.